My Baby Diary Part 3

My Baby Diary Part 3

For those following my diary series, here is the final part to the series.  For those just tuning in you can read my story here and part 1 and part 2. 11th July 2003 Would you believe it, yesterday Taz was being a subborn little so and so and refused to move.  Today, we are having a great time dancing and moving about.  I think I should have had the scan today. Why am I having an awkward child? Never mind at least there is a plus point and I see him/her…

My baby diary part 2

My baby diary part 2

Last week I wrote a post with my baby diaries, that I wrote 12 years ago, to me these are very personal and bring back so many happy and scary memories.  Today, I am posting part 2 the second trimester. 1st May 2003 I had my booking appointment with my midwife Yvonne yesterday, it was booked for the 14th May, but as I am off work for the next two weeks they brought my appointment forward, so that I would not need to take any extra time off work. It…

My Baby Diary part 1

My Baby Diary part 1

During Babyloss Awareness Week I wrote about my struggle to become a Mum, the heartache I felt and the struggle I had. I recently had an email regarding my diaries that I wrote whilst I was pregnant with my Daughter.  They were going to be gone soon, so I have saved them and thought I would share on here in a few posts month by month how I felt during my pregnancy. This is more for my memories, but I hope you enjoy them 28th March 2003 Hello My name…

My story part 2 when I finally became a Mum

My story part 2 when I finally became a Mum

I posted the other week my story about the battle I had to become a Mum during Babyloss Awareness Week, you can read it here if you missed it. This is my story of those early days. At 3.45am on 7th November 2003 my wish came true I was a Mummy, it really does only seem like yesterday I remember holding my newborn baby daughter in my arms for the first time, and the bulldozer of emotions that hit you, as to how much you love this tiny little person, it…

My Story – Babyloss Awareness Week

My Story – Babyloss Awareness Week

This is my story on my struggle to become a Mum and maybe it will explain just why my Daughter is so special and precious to me.  I have never really spoken fully about everything before. In 1999, I met my now husband, he had 2 boys, I had none.  I took on the role of StepMum and cared for them and loved them as my own.  I was 32 and I had never really thought about having children of my own. In January 2000, I had a miscarriage, I…